When we initialled the last page, signed the last signature and Lizzie wrote the cheque this morning, tore it out and handed it over to be paper-clipped on top of many pages of legal words, we both sagged, "Merci. Finally. Phew. Oh, thank you!" We were relieved in different ways but, my oh my, the relief was huge. The commune of Roujan was never really going to want the mazet - known as a piece of land where a tractor wouldn't work, and the French State, therefore, wanted it even less. But when you've set your heart on something, and over the months the stiff, upper lip notion that "okay, well, even if we lose it now it's going to have been a great experience" starts wearing thin, the 0.01% that something or someone, somewhere in authority is GOING TO TAKE THIS AWAY FROM US starts to grow bigger and bigger in your brain. Can we be this lucky? Why doesn't anyone else want to be this lucky? It's just so beautiful and can we bear this not to happen now that we've all had it for all this time?
You know how it is.
So, one way or another today has been a day and a half, and it's left us reeling.Yes, it really is ours. Chateau Malaudos has officially been stamped over to our care. We've been tamponed.
And we signed the papers, and M. Gineste looked sad but happy all at once and talked to us about a distant stream in distant hills that is the same underground stream running beneath our earth, and Maitre Bancal wants us to name our first vintage, Cuvée L'Ancien Couvent because wine and religion is above all the best heavenly combination. And lovely Michel Rouillé has talked to the Cave Cooperative who are expecting us to call, and yes, we can take our grapes there and ...... yes, we are ridiculously happy and enormously emotional all at the same time.
Whenever something big happens in a legal way here in France now Lizzie and I celebrate in the Grand Café here in Roujan. We splash out on a café crème and an Armagnac and clink glasses. (Believe me, this works in a way that Cristalle never has.) The rest of the bar, if they notice, smile and raise their glasses in the mirror. Today, the 3rd of March 2008, was no different and happiness is, as always, irresistible. Then we took off with the dogs to walk the perimeter of OUR LAND. We walked, we talked, we hummed, we wheezed and we thought about the future. Why is it different now? Why does it feel different? Why have our shoulders dropped and why are we bawling our eyes out? All day long.
It's partly because the answer is so simple. On this truly exquisite piece of land we know we could always just park a caravan (or three), plant cabbages and radishes and potatoes, have hens and a goat or two and live like happy kings. (Though I have to cross my heart here and wonder if true happiness is truly possible if Broadband availability is not...!?)
It's also because there have been no obstacles raised against our buying of this land. For someone like me, born in Penang, whose British passport is entirely legitimate but somehow implausible and never expects to belong; and Lizzie, whose Suffolk family from way, way back comes from the land but who has never expected to look out over 10 pretty acres and know it all belongs to her, this day is remarkable. M. Gineste and Maitre Bancal have talked about Napoleon, their next-door neighbours and the Franco-Prussian wars in our last meetings. Today Mre. Bancal really wanted my previous job-description of "personnalité du radio" to be replaced, in our legal document, by the words "comèdienne de la voix." It was a phrase he had had tucked up his sleeve like a magician's white rabbit and I think he was thrilled when he could produce a better understanding of my old, odd British job. He also talked about the advantages, desires and importance of a united and politically powerful European Union. "Vous-êtes d'accord?" "Oui, vraiment." So, two English women are buying a piece of French soil from an 87-year old Frenchman born in 1920 in the same week as Lizzie's dad, on behalf of his son who now lives in Strasbourg. Every French person we have talked to so far, has not only been kind, they have been enthusiastic and warm and talked about the importance of terroir and land and earth and family and continuity. I may be naive, but to me it's been an education.
Josh, Lizzie's lovely nephew, can be relied on to cut to the quick. Yesterday, when he was digging over the potager he said to Lizzie, "You know, when all this is ours', what would be wonderful, would be to have a horse here. "
Lizzie: "Where would it live?"
Josh: "I don't know."
Lizzie, after a moment or two: "It could live in the orchard with the peach trees and olives. Plenty of room there. Why a horse, Josh?"
Josh: "We could ride along the road up there, above the capitelle, and then ride on even further. It would be lovely."
Wouldn't it just?
As you may have read we've been planting juvenile saplings at Chateau Malaudos. Today I heard that my sista Kate's mother died last week and that Sarah lost her father over a fortnight ago. With their permission, two young 'uns will be planted in honour of Pat Meynell and Peter Golding.